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[Oct. 15th, 2011|01:48 pm] |
I still think you are cheating on me, if not, you want to cheat on me, despite all the reassurance. Something is wrong with me. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2011|11:44 pm] |
From the start of our relationship, I gave up my one true love in life for you; my music. I don't even want to think how far I can and could have progressed if it weren't for you. You told me I'll never make it big anywhere. Then my friends. You said they were all bad influences. You never knew that I wanted to go out and experience nightlife to see how things were; you never knew that I never really had true friends and you took them away from me. We are all ok now, but, I regretted what I allowed you to do to my social life. I am never the same since then. I grew to dislike making friends for the fear of losing them; I grew to only love my own's company; grew to feel awkward in a group of people. You never knew, and will never know. You hate it when I seem to have opinions of my own. You don't like my thoughts nor input on anything. You feel that I am a follower of people's thoughts and I have no true mind of my own. You never really wanted me to be me. You dont even like me for me to begin with. Why are we still together? What am I hanging on to? I really don't know as well. Perhaps a hope that one day, you will see me for me, and really love me for me. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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